My brilliant career
It’s been a while since I’ve written about my ‘career’ and it’s because I am at a standstill performance wise.
The reason is that I’m writing a lot more and trying to focus on that aspect. Promoting one’s career is hard when you’re someone like me–easily distracted and terminally empathetic to others. Sometimes I wish I possessed the one characteristic that most materially successful seem to have and that’s being self-centered. You know, I just can’t do it. There’s more to life than my own needs and desires. Sure, I’d love to be onstage right now, performing my show, making people laugh and cry, think and interact, but I know when the time is right, I’ll have that opportunity. So what do I do in the meantime? I write. I listen to others. I keep my feet on the ground and my heart full of love and compassion.
And. I. Eat. Heh…you guys thought I was gonna say something deep, didn’t ya? Nope. No such luck. I’ve got one monkey off my back–no longer working at the studio. That’s a huge relief. As much as I enjoyed interacting with most of the customers, I feel as though it may have been crushing my spirit. I wasn’t happy. There is definitely something in that space that brings me down. The energy is off and I can’t live in negativity.
Did you notice how my posts were getting a little crabby? No es bueno, man. Gotta keep on bein’ positive, right? Well, here I am. Rock me like a hurricane.
Keep your dreams alive, kids. Anything is possible. Saying it can make it so, which is why I keep saying ‘my brilliant career’; it’s getting better all the time.
September 13th, 2007 at 6:38 am
“saying it can make it so” - i think thats true. i don’t know if it is, but i think it is and that makes me feel optimistic and positive.
imagine how many people want something in their mind but never say as much and so never receive it. ask and you shall receive, remember?
September 13th, 2007 at 9:48 am
Your time shall surely come. It seems a shame to waste your personality when people like Kathy Griffin can make money doing “comedy”.
I’ll promote the hell out of you and you know that once I get going, it’s what I’m good at.
September 13th, 2007 at 11:58 am
Thanks, guys! Good to hear from ya, Nichol!
You know, I have so many people who are supportive and wishing the same thing for me that I am positive the break will come and I’ll become that standoffish b*tch that is deep inside me.
Heh…
No, I’m not worried. Right now, I am totally convinced that my wishes will come true as long as I stay the course and don’t hide my light under a bushel.
This blog is really to encourage others as much as myself.
Keep dreaming big and keep working towards your goals, right?
Angie: YOU are the minister of groovy thoughts and vibes. I KNOW you can promote, baby.
And I like some of KG’s stuff. When she turns the spotlight on her own foibles she’s at her best.